Withdrawal

I've never been on drugs before
But I was hook on you
You shoved the needle in my vein
Your smile, your laugh, your touch
Giving me a high I'd never had before

Then you made me quit
Cold turkey
You cut off the supply
It was over just as fast as the start

I started to descend
Free falling with no parachute
I crash landed in the water
Left to drown in my own sorrows

I've been feinding ever since
Looking for another hit
A call, text, email... ANYTHING
All hits of dopamine

I'm in recovery
The shakes keep me awake
I thought of life without you
I saw myself happy... perhaps

But I'm an addict
Offer me one hit
...

Relapse

-Majoogly 

(This is an old poem I wrote and decided to post)